Updated What Is A REAL TRUE Friend

Updated What is a REAL & TRUE, LOYAL, HONOURABLE Friend?

I Have Rights

I Have Rights
I have the right to tell you how I feel
I have the right to tell you and others why I feel like I do
I have the right to tell you where I hurt physically and the affects it has on me.

I have the right to make you aware of my feelings
I have the right to tell you what you did to me.
I have the right to tell you who have hurt me
I have the right to say where it happened
I have the right to stand up for myself in any way shape or form within the legal system and if it means I am to help another, then so be it.

I have the right to tell you just how much I hurt, whether it is physical or emotional from YOUR actions towards me and maybe others you have chosen to hurt.

I have the right to tell you why I hurt.

I have the right to prove my innocence by showing/displaying my proof to who ever chooses to read this, that I am speaking the truth of what I have said or done.
I have the right to the benefit of the doubt.
I have the right to help others by making them aware or to be careful.
I have the right to release my feelings
I have the right to speak the truth
I have the right to NOT suppress anymore.

I have the right to respect, truth, kindness, loyalty,


I will add more to this soon.

Speaking To God

Speaking To God
Speaking to the angels
Speaking to the higher being
Speaking to the universe
Speaking to the ancestors
Speaking to everyone world wide

You already know all of this because you feel it and see it everyday.

I wish people could see and feel the hurt they cause others.
I hope they stop hurting them.
I wish and hope people can learn patience and tolerance, to accept people for good and not bad, just as you have taught and given me.
I wish and hope people would respect themselves.
I wish and hope people would stop telling awful lies and being deceitful.
I am thankful for the lessons you have taught me, even if they are bad feeds.
I would never really understand them, if I did not go through these life lessons unless I personally experienced it for myself.
But oh what lessons to learn.

I have learnt of the good in some people, only very few though and that is sad.
Thank you for giving me the good friends that I have.

You have given me many gifts to use to do what YOU have asked of me, I never really understood it until some of my close friends would say to me, that god gave me these gifts and I should use them to help others.
They are right, but you already knew that.

I truly believe that, but you know something, it gets tired and hurtful a lot of the time, it makes me sick and ill from their actions, now I know what and how you feel when others hurt you, but I also know of the joy and happiness when good is within us.

You gave me the vision and inspiration to give the singers that performed in concert with me and many others in the room that was created for them, of what I have labeled with the help of Crazyfeet40 helping me to name them, as “Memory Keepsake Frames’ and the nasties like grannylin tells me that I am buying peoples friendship by doing what YOU asked of me to do.
It is sad that people can not believe or understand the gift of giving, from the love, kindness within a person.
Many people ran or back away from me when I reached out to give them something, they couldn’t believe that there are people in this life time who can give with love.

It is sad though as I have had people give me gifts but no one, not one single person will say to them people they are buying MY friendship, I wonder why that it so.
I guess the Devil/Satan/Bad Feed is at it again.

Maybe you can help people for me, by letting them know that a gift from god is not buying someone’s friendship.
However thank you for asking me to do this for these people, they say they appreciated it and loved it but I don’t really know and I will never know.
I just hope that I did touch someone’s heart and soul. If I did that then I achieved what you asked of me.
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As you can see, I don’t give labels, but because there is so many, I have written the ones I know and feel who is helping me in my every day life.
I don’t really like to label anything because I really do not know for a positive fact where my visions, inspirations, my warnings, my gut instinct, my premonitions come from. It Just happens.

However I do feel all the above is who gives me the gifts I need for my every day life.



I will be adding to this from time to time.

What Is A REAL TRUE Friend

What is a REAL & TRUE, LOYAL, HONOURABLE Friend?

I am writing this to share with the world what I feel a REAL TRUE friend is.
If you’re wondering why, it is because I had been hurt by another 4 people just recently almost at the same time as each other. Go Figure.
But not only that, I had many people on my so called friends list and not one single person took the time or even bothered to ask me if I was ok.
Silly me thought I had friends.
Yea right not in this lifetime

I don't need friends like them, however this is what I truly believe friendship is, it is how I act and how I treat my real friends, fake ones, I now walk away.
Like papavamp told me a long time ago,
Say it once and walk away,

I will add my own personal explanation of why I wrote each line or sentence

I will be adding more text as it comes to mind.

This is for all the people who think they know me and they don’t.

A Real friend shows respect for their friend but also others.
You see your actions is what people look for in a real friend, how you treat others.

A Real friend is honorable and loyal to their friend.
A real friend supports their friend at all times, even when they are right or wrong.
A Real friend notices that there is something not right with their friend and takes the time to talk to them.
Why, because they care.
A Real friend listens, and I mean REALLY LISTEN with your heart and have your ears open.
A Real Friend is kind, patient, & understanding
A Real Friend will not sugar coat the facts, which means they wont tell you lies

A Real Friend will tell me if I did something I need to be aware of, even if it hurts,
There is an old saying my mum use to say to me and that is you sometimes you have to be cruel to be kind.
A Real Friend backs you up, covers your back so to speak.
A Real Friend will sit and cry with you.
A Real Friend will do things for you without even asking.
A Real Friend will surprise you with something that means the world to you.
A Real Friend will try as best they can NOT to forget their friends’ birthday or to do something really special for them.
A Real Friend will show help, support and understanding of their friends’ illness.
A Real Friend will research the illness in the hope to understand it more.
A Real Friend will be there even if you’re having a hard time in life.
A Real Friend will give you there honesty, there trust.
A Real Friend HAS THE GUTS AND THE COURAGE TO SAY "I AM SO SORRY"
>Can you see i emphasized that line.<
A Real Friend rings and or emails you to make sure your ok
A Real Friend will do anything for you if they can
A Real Friend will find ways to make you smile, laugh,giggle.
A Real Friend will always be there through good and yes even bad times.
A Real Friend loves unconditionally
A Real Friend will not let others hurt them.
A Real Friend will stand up for their friend, even if it means loosing the friendship of another.
A Real Friend will not allow someone to abuse their friend.
A Real Friend will not let someone threaten them.
A Real Friend will not stand by and let someone bully their friend.
A Real Friend will not sit back and watch bad things happen to their friend; they will get in there right beside their friend and help the friend.
A Real Friend does NEVER walk away when the tough gets going.
A Real Friend is compassionate.
A Real Friend does not YELL at you, just like that.
A Real Friend talks to you if you need to let off steam.
A Real Friend says Thank You for whatever the reason maybe.
A Real Friend speaks out when their friend is being hurt.
A Real Friend does NOT let their friend take the fall for something they did or for their lies and deceit.
A Real Friend does NOT cause their friend to have a nervous breakdown for lying to the innocent.
A Real Friend tells the truth at all times and above all at costs.
A Real Friend goes out of their way for a friend.
A Real Friend does NOT give up on their friends.
A Real Friend contacts the relevant authorities to help their friend if they think or feel they are in danger or being threatened.
A Real Friend warns you of impending Danger or BAD FEEDS.
A Real Friend lets you know that another friend has been or is sick.
A Real Friend SOMETIMES HAS TO BE CRUEL TO BE KIND
A Real Friend will not let peer pressure get to them.

Remember I will keep adding to this long list of what I feel a Real True Friend is.
If I repeat myself oh well, It goes with the territory of having Mini Strokes, Breakdowns and Physical Body Shutdowns, But who cares anyway.

NO ONE DOES.

Oh and By The Way, There are worse off people than me, so think about them huh.


Would I do all the above, yes you bet your bottom dollar I would and do it now in my every day life as some of you readers now know.
I would and have done all the above for strangers, so this is who I am.

There are many times my words are taken wrong but that is because YOU people don’t or have not taken the time to ask me about it or why I said it.
All you know how to do is trash me out all because you think your right.

Many times it is from Americans because they don’t ask or they think they know what I mean when I type things.
They just can’t be bothered to ask, they don’t care.
I have found very few who care

I have had 96% of Americans attack me who are of bad feeds, the other 4% come from Australia and UK.
I wish you people would learn to listen and ask.
Didn’t your parents or your teachers, teach you anything as you were growing up.
I guess not.
I was taught if I don’t know, to ask, because if I don’t ask, I won’t learn or understand.
Maybe you can learn from me, oh no we cant have that now can we..lol
But I guess its ok for me to learn from you
Hmmm what’s wrong with that thought?
If you don’t want friends, don’t give out your email, that’s pretty simple I think,
Yea I forgot TIMBO, I have a simple mind, now don’t I.
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List Of Things I Want To Do Before I Die

List Of Things I Want To Do Before I Die

This idea came from watching the following video clip on youtube last night.

I sat and cried again as i watched and listened to this video clip but many of them.
It saddens me that this world we now live in just so cruel and nasty.
The reason i wish i wasn't here, i feel like i am an old soul and this soul is just not coping with the evil works,bad feeds.
But god has other plans for me right now, so i guess i am stuck here.

The devil,Satan,evil is having a ball at the expense of the human race of good people, if only they (people of today's society) realised they are doing his evil bidding for him, his dirty work by their bad thoughts/bad feeds.

This is what I mean by Good Feeds/Bad Feeds

One evening an old Cherokee told his grandson about a battle that goes on inside people.
He said, "My son, the battle is between 2 "wolves" inside us all.

One is Evil. BAD FEED
It is Anger, Envy, Jealousy, Sorrow, Regret, Greed<<, Arrogance, Self-Pity, Guilt, BRAG/BOAST, Resentment, Inferiority, Lies, Thieves, False Pride, Dishonorable<<,Disloyalty<<,Superiority, Addictions, Bullies, All Forms of Abuse and Ego.

The other is Good. GOOD FEED
It is Joy, Peace, Love, Hope, Serenity, Humility, Kindness, Benevolence, Empathy, Generosity, Truth, Loyalty ,Respect, Compassion, Acts Of Kindness, Pay It Forward, Good Deeds, Honorable and Faith."

The grandson thought about it for a minute and then asked his grandfather:
"Which wolf wins?"

The old Cherokee simply replied, "The one you feed."

The thoughts you think and act on.
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Take a look at this video if you want to, that is.





I will keep adding to this list until it is done.


The things I want to do before I die.

I want to fix all the websites up that i made for people from around the world, yes even the bad feeds who caused me so much grief,hurt,pain and illness.

And yes I know they don't care or can even be bothered to have the website I made for them in all, or any of their profiles, however it just proves to me they used me like i was told and they are not really nice people in the long run.
I guess they didnt appreciate the time and patience it takes to do what i did.
However I am not like them, i made all the websites with love from my heart and soul.
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God gave me 7 kittens and there must be a reason for that, I want to have built the cat enclosure from my designs.
I want to have built the cat window cages for them to sit on the outside window sill to enjoy the sun and watch the birds and bees, the flowers and the trees,hey thats a song lol.

Song Code form MyspaceHun